Vented Pathos

Ask me anything   Just an artblog consisting of various doodles, finished works and whatever else from my desk. Be warned there are a lot of emotions being vented here, so the text and the art can be extremely personal. http://korsithkoris.tumblr.com/tagged/my-art art only tag

So you could picture this as a monster being who identifies as female (for the most part), or you could keep reading because I do weird things.
Ultima possessed Vayne Solidor. I have this thing once in a while for ff12 where the Espers latch onto those they want, and usually aid or hinder their chosen (depending on how you look at it). They may be sealed, but they are massively powerful, and in my brain Ultima and Vayne get matched up. She sees him as a means to an end, and he tends to think the same of her, but whilst they both try to use each other, it gets a bit messed up.
She is like some sort of bird/dragon monster who shoves in on Vayne’s body and alters it to suit her better. However it still is his, so she can only do do much. His “taint”, if you will, makes her wings black/mechanical, and she/he/they erupt into scales and feathers, and when wearing clothes, they sort of ooze out rather than actually get put on since they’re just representations of ‘modesty’ on a Hume scale.
In any case, they mindfuck with each other, he corrupting her with his own body, she feeding him knowledge and power. So they kind of get along, but more like weird parasites who benefit from each other’s crazy/sanity.

So you could picture this as a monster being who identifies as female (for the most part), or you could keep reading because I do weird things.
Ultima possessed Vayne Solidor. I have this thing once in a while for ff12 where the Espers latch onto those they want, and usually aid or hinder their chosen (depending on how you look at it). They may be sealed, but they are massively powerful, and in my brain Ultima and Vayne get matched up. She sees him as a means to an end, and he tends to think the same of her, but whilst they both try to use each other, it gets a bit messed up.
She is like some sort of bird/dragon monster who shoves in on Vayne’s body and alters it to suit her better. However it still is his, so she can only do do much. His “taint”, if you will, makes her wings black/mechanical, and she/he/they erupt into scales and feathers, and when wearing clothes, they sort of ooze out rather than actually get put on since they’re just representations of ‘modesty’ on a Hume scale.
In any case, they mindfuck with each other, he corrupting her with his own body, she feeding him knowledge and power. So they kind of get along, but more like weird parasites who benefit from each other’s crazy/sanity.

— 2 days ago
#my art  #traditional art  #wings  #claws  #scales  #horns  #bondage  #bound  #esper  #vayne solidor  #vayne carudas solidor  #ultima  #nsfw  #naked chest  #ffxii  #ff12  #final fantasy 
Vayne. He probably got destructive and Gabranth intervened so Vayne was then stuck and slept begrudgingly where the best place to sleep is.

I can’t decide if I like this or hate it. :/

Vayne. He probably got destructive and Gabranth intervened so Vayne was then stuck and slept begrudgingly where the best place to sleep is.

I can’t decide if I like this or hate it. :/

— 2 days ago
#my art  #cuddling  #vayne Solidor  #noah fon ronsenburg  #gabranth  #traditional art  #fanart  #vayne carudas solidor  #self abuse mention 
Oh look, I drew a Gabranth. This gave me so much hell - it was first including someone else, then it was a side view - I don’t even know how to describe the redrawing. So I got pissed. And Gabs got pissed. No shit will get done if the 9th is pissed. Not even the Emperor and the Senate and the entire freakin’ planet will mess with a kilted, finger flippin’, angry and taking none of your bs today, Judge Magister.  Vayne’ll just sit back and admire because daaaayyyuuum. Headcanon version more or less the fault of imjz

Oh look, I drew a Gabranth. This gave me so much hell - it was first including someone else, then it was a side view - I don’t even know how to describe the redrawing.
So I got pissed.
And Gabs got pissed.
No shit will get done if the 9th is pissed.
Not even the Emperor and the Senate and the entire freakin’ planet will mess with a kilted, finger flippin’, angry and taking none of your bs today, Judge Magister.
Vayne’ll just sit back and admire because daaaayyyuuum.
Headcanon version more or less the fault of imjz

— 2 days ago with 4 notes
#my art  #traditional art  #fanart  #gabranth  #noah fon ronsenburg  #ffxii  #final fantasy  #ff12  #offensive hand gestures  #which are primarily earth aligned  #which makes me wonder what gestures they would have in Ivalice  #strong language 
http://katimus.tumblr.com/post/96059347091 →

katimus:

korsithkoris:

katimus asked a question
Dunban kissing Mumkhar on the forehead? Or Fiora if you don’t want to draw Mumkhar. X3
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I go all the way. While I adore Dunban and his relationship with his sister, him blatantly ignoring how much Mumkhar wants to kick his butt through the Bionis kind of makes my day. He will completely Duck-ban and let it wash off of his back.

Asfdasf, this is so great. *w*

Among the list of things I wish XB did better was address and resolve Mumkhar and Dunban’s friendship troubles. I’ve been the blissfully ignorant innocent who doesn’t want to see it coming, and I’ve also been the person with the axe to grind that can’t get up the courage to express that anger until it’s too late. No sisters were killed in the making of anything in my life, but I know those feels and I wanted moar.

Unfortunately, I know the feeling. Most games, it seems, with any relationship portrayed even roughly like how Mumkhar and Dunban are (see: Sephiroth with Angeal/Genesis/Zack; see: Gabranth and Basch fon Ronsenburg; see: Vayne Solidor and Larsa Solidor; see fucking ANYONE with any sort of complex relationship that strays into hero worship, envy, rivalry, extreme emotional displacement, abuse, etc in regards to another person) all tend to fall flat and opt out of any real thing happening in favor of drama, big fights, and small words that are trying to sound ominous or all encompassing by saying as little as possible at the worst possible second. It’s like they suddenly couldn’t handle what would need to happen for the relationship to change, or for people to understand, for the people to actually DO anything with what they were learning, who they were becoming. They basically seem to become victims of plot, of “oh you’re not the main character so you don’t really get a character arc”, of that same drama llama problem I mentioned earlier. It’s like when they get close to a real emotional moment, they cringe and pull a “SWORD FIGHT” moment to prove they’re “having a moment”, or that’s the only way to communicate. And while I get it’s a trope, if not a historical thing for all of these games which are primarily made in Japan to do, it just gets annoying, or frustrating.

And I know the kinds of experiences you’re talking about as well, as I happen to be the kind of person who can be massively loyal to a fault and destroy myself upon the whims of others while never seeing it coming (typically I do, but I don’t believe it is what it is), and then because I don’t know how to open my mouth when I too have an axe to grind, as you say, I end up becoming more a thing than a person.

idk i just want more realistic responses, okay, and the thing is, what you and I have experienced is real, but also things have happened as a result of it as well, and you can do something with that event in the place of a story, highlighting problems or hiccups, not just sort of scooting it under the mat and calling it good.

— 3 days ago with 9 notes
#kk replies 
artofile asked a question
Kiss challenge! Number 3. Because of cheeks. :-) Paring… How about Rust being kissed by Bazhaad and Estanis, one on each of his cheeks. He should look tolerant, or mildly put upon, but not offended in any way. … Bazhaad and Estanis would be kissing him in a playful friendly spirit. Like, “you’re not alone as a monster.” I think it would be adorable. Please?
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Ask and ye shall receive! 
I still am amused as to the combination of folks here - a massively female-leaning genderfluid, body altering djinn who runs a casino; a librarian who is becoming more inhuman via some sort of involuntary transformation; a god emperor alien who is I guess genderfluid and xenogender with leanings towards feminine as well. All the pretties and HUGE differences here omfg. Estanis is at 7’11, Bazhaad/Baazhad is somewhere small five foot or high four foot, and Rust is I think high five to mid six foot?? Also body differences but whatever.

artofile asked a question
Kiss challenge! Number 3. Because of cheeks. :-) Paring… How about Rust being kissed by Bazhaad and Estanis, one on each of his cheeks. He should look tolerant, or mildly put upon, but not offended in any way. … Bazhaad and Estanis would be kissing him in a playful friendly spirit. Like, “you’re not alone as a monster.” I think it would be adorable. Please?
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Ask and ye shall receive!
I still am amused as to the combination of folks here - a massively female-leaning genderfluid, body altering djinn who runs a casino; a librarian who is becoming more inhuman via some sort of involuntary transformation; a god emperor alien who is I guess genderfluid and xenogender with leanings towards feminine as well. All the pretties and HUGE differences here omfg. Estanis is at 7’11, Bazhaad/Baazhad is somewhere small five foot or high four foot, and Rust is I think high five to mid six foot?? Also body differences but whatever.

— 3 days ago with 1 note
#my art  #bazhaad  #baazhad  #estanis aciries  #rust  #monster  #alien  #shapeshifter 
katimus asked a question
Dunban kissing Mumkhar on the forehead? Or Fiora if you don’t want to draw Mumkhar. X3
———
I go all the way. While I adore Dunban and his relationship with his sister, him blatantly ignoring how much Mumkhar wants to kick his butt through the Bionis kind of makes my day. He will completely Duck-ban and let it wash off of his back.

katimus asked a question
Dunban kissing Mumkhar on the forehead? Or Fiora if you don’t want to draw Mumkhar. X3
———
I go all the way. While I adore Dunban and his relationship with his sister, him blatantly ignoring how much Mumkhar wants to kick his butt through the Bionis kind of makes my day. He will completely Duck-ban and let it wash off of his back.

— 3 days ago with 9 notes
#my art  #xenoblade chronicles  #dunban  #mumkhar 
Kiss Art Challenge

tokidoki-hokeypokey:

Give me a pairing and a number and I’ll draw them kissing.

(don’t know if this is already out there, but I suddenly felt like doing it)

  1. on the forehead
  2. on the nose
  3. on the cheek
  4. on the eyelids
  5. on the ear
  6. on the lips (cute)
  7. on the lips (passionate)
  8. on the chin
  9. on the neck
  10. on the shoulder
  11. on the back
  12. on the hand
  13. on the foot
  14. on the leg
  15. on the chest/torso
  16. on the butt
  17. on the naughty-bits

(via katimus)

— 4 days ago with 10476 notes
#yes plz 
artofile suggested a drawing with a straw. Shisou got in on it.

artofile suggested a drawing with a straw. Shisou got in on it.

— 5 days ago with 1 note
#my art  #drinking  #vampire  #shisou arianna  #collar  #straw  #traditional art 
I don’t even know. artofile is to blame. The Bekahsquid is on a desk.

I don’t even know. artofile is to blame. The Bekahsquid is on a desk.

— 5 days ago with 3 notes
#my art  #traditional art  #bekahsquid  #owlcat  #gryphons  #griffin  #decor 
kit-bird asked: HEY YOU'RE PRETTY COOL (*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆♪♪


Answer:

I - OH
I’m all a flutter!
T-thank you, I’ve no idea what spurred this on but thank you!

— 6 days ago
#kk replies  #kit-bird 
http://sadademort.tumblr.com/post/95533085130/korsithkoris-replied-to-your-post-like-seriously →

sadademort:

korsithkoris:

sadademort:

I’m always surprised when people do this and fail to recognize the same thing has happened before and it’s never really caused an issue - see: Star Wars/Transformers with various associated “evil” symbols. 8[

but…

NO NO, IT CANNOT BE THE SAME. IT IS ONLY RECENT STUFF. FANTASY = REALITY REMEMBER?? AND PEOPLE CANNOT MAKE DECISIONS TO LIKE “BAD THINGS” FOR BEING “BAD” AND BE A HEALTHY PERSON WHO HAS A GREAT IMAGINATION???

lies imagination is all things and dictates all life, hail satan imagination

ONE TImE MY MOTHER LET ME WEAR A SHIRT WITH A SKULL ON IT AND NOW I SACRIFICE CHILDREN TO LUCIFER AND SUPPORT CHARLES MANSON?????????

OHMYGOD your mom and my mom would be besties

my relatives all got on my case because I wore basically a black trenchcoatand that meant I was going to go self harm and wear black eyeliner and become a goth because THAT’S WHAT GOTHS ARE. it was amazing.

see though? hail satan

— 1 week ago with 6 notes
#kk replies  #sadademort 
http://sadademort.tumblr.com/post/95533724550/sadademort-vangoghsdaughter-queerhawkeye →

sadademort:

vangoghsdaughter:

queerhawkeye:

  • hydra merchandising is not cool
  • death eater merchandising is not cool
  • the harry potter fandom embracing death eater imagery is not cool
  • the mcu cast and marvel staff embracing hydra imagery is not cool

impressionable children who…

preach it sadademort

idk I’ve always liked grey area characters because they are the spice of life and dude, there are so many opportunities to learn more about the self through the exploration of these themes??It’s also a safe environment to kind of let yourself go and vent and get out what you need so you have that healthy boundary of life/fantasy??

I can get how come people could be uncomfortable but really, come on, many of these “bad guys” in many scenarios are twisted - they’re not good and they’re not bad either (particularly the ones they make good looking, too, or those that do horrid things in the name of their God(s)) - and why people are so bloody stuck on that idea anyway - I mean, just because you’re a “good person” doesn’t mean you’re nice?? Moral shit is relative, and sometimes cultures have different expectations and what makes whatever thing you grew up with any better than theirs???

idfk, whatever. I’m still gonna get my tatts and write my horrid fanfiction on manipulative “villains” because that’s more interesting than writing goddamn Sora and his “smash everything that isn’t light!!” as an example…

— 1 week ago with 2857 notes
#kk rambles  #excuse me I'm just tagging on here because this kind of bothers me too  #because I don't want the flat out pretty and sparkly  #and oooh we saved the day and made all things perfect  #no  #I want things that fuck with my emotions and make me question  #because otherwise who the hell else is going to ask the harder things?  #also again  #safe place  #this is OKAY BEHAVIOR  #there is a difference between liking something and then absorbing it  #people can still recognize that some things are bad  #or inappropriate  #and still enjoy it for what it is  #yes people don't live in a vacuum  #i get it 
http://sadademort.tumblr.com/post/95533085130/korsithkoris-replied-to-your-post-like-seriously →

sadademort:

I’m always surprised when people do this and fail to recognize the same thing has happened before and it’s never really caused an issue - see: Star Wars/Transformers with various associated “evil” symbols. 8[

but…

NO NO, IT CANNOT BE THE SAME. IT IS ONLY RECENT STUFF. FANTASY = REALITY REMEMBER?? AND PEOPLE CANNOT MAKE DECISIONS TO LIKE “BAD THINGS” FOR BEING “BAD” AND BE A HEALTHY PERSON WHO HAS A GREAT IMAGINATION???

lies imagination is all things and dictates all life, hail satan imagination

— 1 week ago with 6 notes
#kk replies  #sadademort