Just found it on Netflix last night, started watching it.

ooooo.

I just.

oooo.

It reminds me of my boners for bodysuits.

samsarapavillion asked: hey! ... luv u

kldsfndf

I wuv you toooooo~

Veeerrryy quick doodle that sorta got a bit more and more intimate as I went along.

now part of it is vaguely dirty if you think about where Aelix COULD BE but anyway

Aelix is veryyyy touch sensitive, and he has no way to really guard against it when someone does touch him. If he lets it, the sensation can completely overwhelm him, allowing him to tie directly into someone else’s…self, as it were. Their aura/energy/emotional self, he gets no memories, nothing beyond what someone feels. And the reverse is also true. He allows that person to feel him, too.

I’ve been thinking that the only way he “says” anything to Trapper is to touch him, and, because the poor thing is too shy to do it again or say it aloud, it’s the only declaration of emotional interest Trapper will ever get from him. Uh, canonically. But I’m a terrible person, so I pretend, lalalla *fingers in ears, cries*

It’s also partly inspired by my doodly writing I just did previous.

did I mention I like hands?

wait. best. my brain on how people flirt with Miliani Kavanagh, HYPOTHETICALLY SPEAKING:

Reza hits on Millie. Oh jesusfuckingyes. Nightmares. 8U MADE OF GLORY. He would really be a total nice guy, friendly, genuine, kinda quiet, but not much into the rage things, okey. Probably disoriented at first, but he gets the nasty UNCONTROLLABLE RAGE IN YOUR FACE. It fucking sucks. They could end up bros, fuckabuddies, who knows.

but Yori would actually get destroyed by her, okey, he’d be the guy that would be massive space invader, and they’d probably end up fucking trying to kill each other and Yori would be gross and fucking loving every second of it.

Shisou’s just like “redheads, heeeeeeeeeeey” and possibly would get into a fight with her, too, and then it’d end up somewhere in a corner. idk, tongue wigglies, he’s very good at it, if you ask. Or he could be suave businessman but I think Mili would just about punch him for it since I don’t think she would go for that.

fffffffft. Aelix. HOW DOES ONE FLIRT HE DOESN’T KNOW, OKEY. It would be cute and horrible and he would probably lose heart about .5 seconds after contemplating getting up to even just WALK NEAR HER and he just goes and is a coward in a corner (aka, this is what he does in everything) (sadly I have considered this comes up anyway, him trying to connect or being vaguely…attracted to her but he just really can’t COPE WITH FEELINGS).

Sabina? Sabina is used to anger, she’s dealt with Shisou and she’s heard tales. A lot of it would be talking Mili down, leveling with her, and being nice. She’s very chill. And likes women more than men but she’s better about space.

yes. because I could. idk, it has been on my mind, all right. >___>; I think about character interactions a lot.

korsithkoris:

The patterns were irrelevant - the once fine lines that gave away individuality were cut, marbled over in waves of pain and time, of a pain one could only guess at.

They burned at the touch, abnormally so, even for something with a heartbeat that was so clearly found…

I. Oh. I am completely red.

I…I should do this more often, then, write the random bits of things that come into my head and have no place but to be stream of consciousness writing.

Aelix is a big fluffy white kitteh who likes to nuzzlenuzzlepurrrpetmeohmygodloooove

ppft, so Aelix who has a massive over-sensitivity to touch and Trapper who has extensive nerve damage. THIS COULD NOT BE WORSE.

Aelix PUDDLE because Trapper doesn’t notice touch/contact/etc with hands.

Reza is gonna bite you, bro. 8U YOU TOUCH HIS GARLFRIEND.

And then Aelix is just like “what the hell is wrong with this guy”

Shisou’s just like “separation slash desperation anxiety” BROSHRUG, pick up and waltz off with.

The patterns were irrelevant - the once fine lines that gave away individuality were cut, marbled over in waves of pain and time, of a pain one could only guess at.

They burned at the touch, abnormally so, even for something with a heartbeat that was so clearly found pulsating under the damaged tissue. The texture even pebbled in some areas where skin had attempted to revive itself, only to fail miserably in a squirming, rotund mess made of slow rising hills that breathed.

Aelix, with his slender hands, untouched, unscarred as these beautiful, involved fingers - arms with great strength rippling through them as they bent - oh, look an elbow, knotted a little, torn with abuse and intensity - could not help but let the corners of his mouth be drawn up in a smile.

The rough, tangled leather voice was soft, curious. “Something amusing? Do they smell bad or something..?”

His shoulders shook with a small expression of delight. “No, no…” A pause. He drew the gnarled, molded hand to his lips. “They’re wonderful.”

He could feel the confusion, sense the way it hiccuped down the other. “If you say so, they’re just scars.”

The smaller one did not respond. For all that he could not see, what he did see was they were beautiful.

dat-cruffins said: You are an awesome person and your drawz gives me lots of wonderful feels.

Pffft, I love sharing feels. I have them all the time and they can be sticky and awkward. HOORAY FOR FEEEELLLZ but i am serious i really like that you like it all aaaaaaahhh it is so derpy some days ;w;

dat-cruffins said: daww…ahm all squishy now

Awww, I’m glad! I would love to see you be all happy of the great things you do! <3 Because they are really great!

dat-cruffins asked: Joo are wonderful and I luffs joo. thnx for fixing my dumbart.

No you are! <3 You did it, I just get the chance to admire it, dahling~ <33

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This is a Tumblr Cloud I generated from my blog posts between Feb 2013 and May 2013 containing my top 20 used words.

Top 5 blogs I reblogged the most:

• samsarapavillion
• ladyzolstice
• iamsonothere
• sixmilliondeadinternets
• imjz

Much better. I’ve been flipping it back and forth using my magic scanner settings so I don’t constantly have to save the damn file. >C

I am a bit tired of looking at it, but I do really like it a lot. Probably just my content bias. xDD

crying

i just flipped a picture so you see the mirror image of it and I am just like

someone kill me

Gabranth update, I like this better but did I mention forward facing headshots can be hard as fuck to doooo?

Still love him, tho’. ;D

Lip biting, finger biting, porny faces go.

Gabranth has the best face, mmn.

anyway, I did this at work. I am always amazed at what I get away with.